Sometimes
words are simply not enough. They fell way short of expressing our disgust,
fury, hurt and outrage when the news came along that Jewish cemeteries are
being vandalized in Philadelphia. Yes, that such a thing would happen in my old
hometown is an additional wound, but that it would happen anywhere in
our country is the point.
None
of us is perfect, that's for sure. It is probably true that we all carry bias
of some sort in our make-up. But our
better angels manage to keep such demons under control, until they don't.
As
a young Army officer I was sent to Germany as part of the United States Occupation
Forces. World War II had ended short years before so there was no shooting or
open hostility, but anger bubbled just beneath the surface. My assignment to an
orientation program in Munich overlapped a weekend so, knowing that the Dachau
concentration camp was somewhere in the area, I set out to visit that site. My
experience was a searing one; it still remains fresh in my mind.
Unlike
today where the death camp at Dachau is a “tourist attraction” in my time it
was anything but. The camp was deserted save one single care keeper, a thin,
bedraggled older gentleman who pressed a very modest booklet into my hand. We
had to wear our uniforms when off duty back then and he was uncomfortable in my
presence. Dachau then was much closer in appearance to its years of infamy than
it is to today's well-scrubbed site with throngs of visitors. That day was
gray, damp with drizzling rain. I went into the gas chamber where supposedly
inmates were to shower. Tiled from top to bottom with a triangular opening at
the top. Claustrophobic. And the sickening physical fear that someone would
close the door where I entered and I would never get out. The opening up top
was to provide the lethal chemicals that would snuff out so many lives crawling
the walls and screaming in unheard fear and agony. Then to the crematorium
where bodies were pushed into flaming ovens. I remember standing at attention
and saluting, tears running down my cheeks. There was nothing else I could do
then, and but one thing I can do now.
Which
is to remind you that horror really did exist in our past and it does right
now. Antisemitism is part of it that horror.
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